One time I was masturbating in the shower and came so hard that I couldn’t keep in my scream but I knew my brother was in the bedroom next door and that he’d hear and know what I was doing so I quickly transitioned into singing the opening of the Lion King.
so I disappeared for a while… I don’t know if anyone like, noticed or whatever. I don’t know why I’m back really either.
I’m basically at my biggest (again) and mentally at my lowest I’ve been this year. My weight is affecting my happiness again. I no longer want to leave the house blah blah blah
I haven’t yet checked those ‘regular’ kind of Tumblrs each individual person seems to have either as inspiration or motivation or advice or support yet but I’m sure they’re all well on their way to their goals which I’ll be really happy to see but then I know I’ll get angry at myself again
anyway.. this is kind of pointless because my text posts barely get read so I’m going to stop now